twirling my hair with my INDEX finger

tonight is the night for the performance.
the performance i long waiting for, only one night with full house audiences. I can’t be more delighted than that.
THinking of it as a profession, to perform, to tell a story, to say something with my body movements and expressions. CHoreography to show magnificent enjoyment in dance. It’s not just about having fun, it’s about dancing, being a performer, showing a professional side of a performer to perform. SO focus, don’t forget any of the rehearsals in the studios, the lines, the energy, the clean lines, th techniques, the blockings, then incorporate the energy, the expressions, but don’t drift off.
Focus, warm up and perform professionally.

I’m good to go.

Tonight dancing to a piece call your highness purple, a tribute to the musician Prince. WIth different emotions from craziness, sadness, sexiness and anger to be seen in the choreography. amazing costumes and stage lightings. crazy choreography, and definitely a choreo to kill.

everytime when i’m in the back stage i remember the scene from billy elliot. Played by adam cooper, which is also my best time favourite dancing idol. It reflects, kinda put me in the mood to go out and give it. oh ya. and ill remember to kiss the stage before i perform too.

Here’s for me to my idol.

if i could.

i’ve lost my jobs. im broke. really broke.
i even have no money for doctor.
that’s how bad.

if i could ill go on a vacation alone.

i lost my wallet.

got to replace my ic. got to do my passport.
there’s so many things needed to be done. and no point of anything, some how.

might as well just die.

it’s just tiring. dun u agree. maybe i can’t see wad im living for.

i’m living to dance. there’s how much i love dancing. but the thought of my gradutaion and studies and job and money. there’s too much confusion. and i owe too many bosses’ jobs.

long story long story.

sometimes i just wish it was forgotten and the main point passed down as legend.